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  • I didn’t ask to be here

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    Exhaustion is swallowing meLeaving my bones bareAnd heart so heavyI wish to have a sickness They can seeSo they believeWhen I sayI’m not wellInstead of leaving meBroken heartedAnd misunderstood Abandoned.

  • You Should Go

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    When people first meet me,They LOVE me.Oh, how they love me.My hungry eyes feed their starving souls.causing them to beg for more and more,and more.That is, until….The dark starts seeping onto them.Permeating their clothes,Soaking their insides.And then…..They stay too long.Only to drown from my tears,When I had told them to go.

  • I Will Die Sooner Than I Thought

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    Living in this timeline with a shit immune system is equivalent to being in a horror movie Each new day Dodging the dangers While they pile up higher than mount everest Knowing they want you dead My fears hiding in the shadows of the air i breathe The food I eat And the things that…

  • The Shadiest of Them All

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    For thousands of years, society has lived with the expectation to build for the next generations. There’s that old parable that goes something like society becomes great when men plant trees whose shade they’ll never sit beneath. The people over the age of 60 came into a world full of shade from all the trees…

  • Closer

    There’s nothing to stop the pain my love Years of therapy to define self awareness Every medication combination One at a time, then trying all together Long walks Loving Not loving Praying to a God you swore would never exist Spilling it all like blood onto the canvas Filling the lines of the pages Shocks…