poems

if i could kill you while playing that merciless melody i would kill you softly and slowly and lovingly would you bleed for me? would you feel my love while i hold your lifeless body? love is all we need don’t you know that? sweet baby sweet lover sweet man you could’ve loved me better…

The girl I was I am No more And  Will never be

my best work comes at 5a.m. flowing before the sun rises i wake with my hollow heart and burning chest and i think of you and my mother and her then wish it all away banish it into the sea i wasn’t taught how to love but i can learn cant i?

I’ve softened the chapters of my life the edges still tattered but tolerant i still yearn for sleep free from waking The trash is scattered amongst this park always filthy it calms my mind the way you never could Bastard children running barefoot mothers with blank eyes i have tasted the void of emptiness Will…